Copy Cat.

I just realised why I self harm the way I do, or did, as I havent in about two months.

I'm a copycat harmer.

I didnt do it because I saw someone else do it and thought, "oh thats a good idea". I did it after seeing someone do it months before. I thought 'how can I make this feeling go away?' I could have taken a knife to my wrist - not really, because we dont have sharp knives or razors in my house - or pinched myself or something else. But because I saw one of my friends do it - for different reasons to me - months prior, I immediately thought of that.